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updates--- for the viewing.

August 23rd, 2007 (12:15 pm)
current mood: curious

1. Kelly and shane are coming in less than five days... do you know how fantastic that is.
2. They're flying in on a very exciting day, because tuesdays are becoming my new favorite day. :)
3. I've spent a ungodly amount of time on the phone/computer lately... well worth the time i'll tell you. :)
4. i have a twim... that doesnt look like me or has the same birthday... but yeah twin for sure :)
god im a dork

i read earlier today that atlanta is thinking about making a indecency law against baggy pants .... complete tripe.. the whole lot of them.

work stinks, grayson's great, and its almost fall :) huzzah!

five movies i want to see: in the order that i think of them not the order i wish to see them.. mmkay!
2. last leagion
3.star dust
4.Mr. Beans hoilday

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But still the truth remains lethal.

July 6th, 2007 (12:57 pm)

Don't trust my words when I'm in bed with you
I'll bring the message but the message gets lost
Yeah you opened your legs and maybe I promised you
You didn't notice that my ankles were crossed

ever notice how you ipod seems to know what your feeling?

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its been a long time since i've written sappy shit.

July 5th, 2007 (10:47 am)

I swallow all your words

In hopes of

Digesting their hidden meanings

Regarding me

I wait patiently


Against my better sense

of judgement-


Made against me

Sucking on scraps

You toss out



With less thought

Then you give to

She who has you first.

I play foolishly


With sensations I have no right to-

No claim to

In rooms, beds I don’t belong in.

You’re becoming the one

Temptation I can’t discard

And I


find comfort in the torture you provide.


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thought about this on the way home tonight.

June 30th, 2007 (12:35 am)
current mood: thoughtful

so while i was driving home tonight i starting thinking about the people i've dated/liked/slept with and i realized that if i took the good parts from all of them and rolled them into one person i'd have who(m) i'm really looking for.

so heres a list of the men i've met along the way, and any good things that came from them.

Lauren, 8th-9th grade: shy-ness, polite, and a bit fumbling.
Mike , 10th grade: Pre-fuck head mike, was much better than the later version, though my friends still didnt like him ;) : polite, intelligent, slightly romantic (which is really all i can stand anyways)
Andrew , 10th grade as well: devoted, thoughtfull, protective, brooding, somewhat dark/daring. not a bad boy, but close enough without involving the law ;)
*Ryan - 10th grade- first year into college: Funny/sarcastic, the best kisser, thoughtful, honorable, passionate, intelligent.
*Mike - end of 03-beginning of 05: experimental, intense. 
Chase- 05- Thoughtful, sensual, dependable, loving, took very good care of himself, polite, innocent, unique. (There was great potential there, and i feel bad i wasn't in my right mind when i met him, i feel i was unfair to him. He was there for me at my most vunerable and was the perfect gentelman, and out of all of them so far i wish him the best of luck.)
Joey- 06- two dates- Artistic, handsome, great taste in music. 
*Charles- present....- Strong, passionate, dependable, a connection, carring, witty, attractive, shy yet confident, understanding.

Well there you have it, if i can some how find all those things in a man im fairly sure i'd be set.
and feel free to email me if you know someone, or know someone who might know someone... really im that picky.


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an update on how im currently feeling... in song form.

June 19th, 2007 (11:02 am)
current location: my kitchen
current mood: contemplative
current song: I know- Fiona Apple.

So be it i'm your crowbar,
thats what i am so far
until you get out of this mess
and i will pretend
that i dont know of your sins
until you are ready to confess
but all the time
all the time
i'll know

you can use my skin
to bury secrets in
and i will settle you down
and at my own suggestion
i will ask no questions
while i do my thing in the background
and all the time
all the time
i'll know

i can't help you out while she's still around

so for the time being
i'm being

and admist this bitterness
if you just consider this
even it dont make sense all the time
give it time

and when the crowd becomes your burden
and you've early closed your curtain
i'll wait by your back stage door

while you try to find
the lines to speak your mind
and pry open hoping for an encore
and if gets too late for me to wait
for you to find you love me
and tell me so
it's okay
you don't need to say it.

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June 10th, 2007 (07:15 pm)

Nicole says:
as in guys
Michelle says:
Michelle says:
you didn't miss anything. they are still much less complicated than we would like to pretend
Nicole says:
lol i've noticed
Nicole says:
which i think is a huge setup, a cosmic joke, watching women trying to figure out men, or what motivates them
Michelle says:
Michelle says:
like what jason said a few weeks ago. his way of describing love was when he has a "hard time not caring"
Michelle says:
which... essentially... is exactly right
Nicole says:
LOL thats fantastic

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Happy 2nd Birthday, Graycy.

June 6th, 2007 (06:14 pm)

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you should all play this game

June 5th, 2007 (12:14 pm)


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No really... i mean it...

June 4th, 2007 (11:03 pm)
current mood: chipper

if it were a person i would hug it and write sonnetts about how wonderful it was.

and on that note i am off to bed.

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June 4th, 2007 (11:30 am)

well its two days before Grayson's second birthday, and he got to open one present today, a monster truck movie that he is currently watching.
every few mins he'll scream "Mon-ter rucks, yesssssss!"
its really cute.
when the car got towed on wednesday i was telling him,
"grayson are you gonna cry when you see mommy's car."
and he goes.
"no i not cry, I happy boy."

big birthday party on saturday @1

shhh.. dont tell him but i got him a soccer net for the back yard :)
i rock as a mommy

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